when the mind goes wild

and.... can continuee it just i didnt finish hear it. 

Today I feel blunt about this paper AAA And  I need to sharpen my brain for this  P/s : I've got two submission today for this ! 

So this is them, this morning mathurat and share story of sahabah.  And I'm on list to share RS.  And guess where is me? I'm sleeping upstairs.  Sleep.  SLEEP. SLEEP SLEEPP!!  Feels left out though.  Feels like I never belong here.  Feels like no one would remember me to to wake me up.  (But maybe they did but it was so hard to jaga)  I guess #kitajagakita still not strong enough is it?  Why when in daurah we like very care if one person didn't show up for mathurat we would like search for her?  And not doing it for RI also?  Urghh the things is azrina.  If you want to sees the change for the world you need to change first.  Ugly truth.  There's one friend of me used to wake me up when I'm sleep for nothing.  Pathetic. Sad. Left out. Shut down for a while.  #Cryinginthedark 

Actually my post I wanted to make a title Different. But I thought it's like negative side of me.  So I made it Unique. *Applause for me  My post is about someone that is very dear to everyone. She has the quality to update everyone , and to have a good relationship with everyone. And she knows the condition of everyone. She knows of secret everyone.  *Okay. Everyone is like parable sgt. She's really a person that people comfortable to talk with. And just now she said she WhatsApp one of my usrati and how my usrati had just failed her paper and like cerita perasaan dia through tadabbur.  And I was leave with blank. Because I didn't do that !  Why I didn't do that. Because I don't have that sense.  The key is she is someone that really take care of everyone. And can see clearly how she treat her family. Compared to me. Which rarely shows to my parent. I don't really close to my parent as her I think.  And that's what make her now of what's I'm envy of...

Lately I've been thinking about writing on something. And I remembered I have blog!  So till then.