#2 so

so the other day i got some intentions on this because i always see myself to always thinking some stuff.  i mean so many stuff. which include its a good one and bad one.

but dont judge me yet. i may looked nice but your deception may deceive you. ( like ever someone noticed you)

so , just now i was thinking of something.

my mind is keep pictured some photos of this.

and i am that kind of state.

when i am alone will do some witch ( bukan budak tarbiyyah ) thingy. 

and i also crossed in my mind that

hows that iman is pushing someone not doing the bad things?

aha.

good question isn't?

im always not the good one , ya Allah.

i know.

but i always wanted your attention on me. Your love. Your Guidance.

and i am sorry of being such servant to you.

astaghfirullahalazim.