miracle do happened

in the hand of Him.

And yesterday i was preparing my adiks liqa for tomorrow and untill quite late maybe around 12.30am and i decided today i will qiam abu bkr.

so before i slept i performed 2 rakaat of sunat taubat and i was very shame to Allah that i was really have gone deep thinking of negative thought. and i am weak. and i am loss to mydelf.

and after that , i slept.

and the very day , i lost my purse ( read : my wrong ) because i always left my purse hanging to the motorcycle. and to day is the day. just realised at 3.00pm and i was still calm. and not thinking much.

and.... after work then only i was thinking my RM950++ in that purse.. saving for uitm acca and duit takaful , mara.. duit minyak.. IC ( ive just makde new ic which cost me RM110)lesen memandu.

and i stilll able to calm myself alhamdulillah , ( its just broke the dam when call my ibu la )

i was thinking , is this how Allah is indicating He is listening , noticing my taubat yesterday ? and to show His Mercy and to shower me with Her love? and to very bring me back and re-routing me?

or its just a punishment of me neglecting my adiks for almost a week since last week ?


and i was able to read books at work before go some searching.. and i remember i read about al-waliyy and how i thinking before nak tarbiyyah manusia , allah akan tarbiyyah kita dulu. right?

surely , Allah kurniakan kebaikan daripada kehilangan ni.


till then .
x,
A.W