"I am not like them"
" I am not like them" And suddenly tears rolled down the cheeks as I was riding the motorcycle back home. You know, sometimes it did happen to me that there some whispers saying that " you're not good enough for this" " she is more better than you" " she has what you don't have" " " she is like this , you are not like this" " that's why everyone likes her because this character she has" and so many more until all those creepy sayings eventually ate me. deep down inside me, I always feel that I am never able to do this very big thing. this amanah is really something not for play around thingy. somehow, I am saying to myself that, you're not the one who makes you capable of this, but Allah did. And now currently I am jobless and i am drowning by not having enough financial to support my daily expenses and and monthly commited cost , ie house rental , MARA loan , Takaful. And i have so ...