a piece of mind

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When you start questioning things, 

When you stuck in what youve been asking, 

When you have a thin line between give up and be strong, 

When you dont undertand why me the one need to giving,

When you dont undertand why that people dont belong with me? 

When you start thinking am i a failure to people? 

When you think you started to losing yourself? 

When you overthinking between asking help and being independent?


No end to my thoughts. 

I need a way out. 

Oh Allah, i need help. 


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